This whole chapter is not important at all. It’s mostly talk about me + some stuff around anime-sharing. There’s A LOT of text so you can freely skip it.

I think what’s important to tell from the start. She didn’t personally do anything to me. We didn’t have any other interaction other than screenshot below. I don’t really care about sides and I’m not interested in pointless discussion (with her). I know that by talking about her, I’m giving her attention, but I’m doing it because I’m egoistic and I know that people’s memories don’t last long. And I don’t have many people interested in this site so doesn’t matter. A way to save this little quarrel in our niche community.

And here is her interaction with me (I know, I’m master of graphic design B)).
Click on the image to open it on full page if you can’t see what’s on it.

Next thing will be a lot of yapping about me and anime-sharing community. Not really important in the discussion.
It’s maybe a message to Cyntia, though I don’t care if she reads it or not.
I’ll start with… My personal opinion about Cyntia doesn’t really matter here (other than the fact that she’s a scammer and does shitty translations). I’m not here to point fingers because someone behaves “weird” or something. No reason for me to judge person if I didn’t even talk to them, waste of my brain power.

Here’s screenshot that I’ll be referencing from now on:

First of all about my “personal” if you could call it that way account. I censored the name because it’s embarrassing (I feel like someone discovered my second persona or something, LMAO). But if you don’t know me or don’t stalk me – I do have two Discord accounts, one (ruru) for my site and stuff around Drama CDs and the other under nickname that I have for I think 9-10 years now. You can easily find it if you join my Discord server (you don’t even need to verify yourself). I think everyone who did talk with me is aware about it.

Second thing, she mentioned here in the message my full nickname. Okay, that made me shiver. HOW DOES SHE KNOW???? I mean, to get to my full nickname, you need to spend more than 5 minutes (I think) on searching. I didn’t really mention it anywhere (or I guess I did if she knows about it). Nevermind that, I’m only saying this because she knows my full nickname that I’m not using for 4-5 years now but she doesn’t know my pronouns? I’m not offended or anything, I want it to be clear, but my pronouns are on both my Discord accounts and on my site. I don’t really care if you call me she, he, they (unless you call me “it” then that’s over for you) but you should at least get that right if you know my full nickname. I do know that Otome – for girls so it’s easy to assume, but I still wanted to put it here (maybe it’s my ego speaking).

Third thing about group buys that some people sitting in the community might know of. I don’t know if it should be this bad or good thing about me taking part in the split purchases (bro, I’m freaking broke, let me listen to some CDs, you literally run your own splits but on Ko-Fi and Patreon and worse), but I don’t really want to focus on that.
What I’m wondering is… How do you even know that I’m taking part in the splits? I think only people that are taking part in the split know other people that also take part in the splits. I NEVER shared that with anyone privately or publicly. I never mentioned [here is owner of split purchases name] anywhere (other than mentioning splits one time – they (owner of the splits) know what I’m talking about), because 1. I know that they don’t want attention around their name and their group purchases and 2. I didn’t even have reason to do so. I never shared CDs bought from split purchases with anyone (even though we can exchange CDs – I’m just not doing it because I don’t want to be responsible for other person who might share these files) and person who runs these splits can check it easily as they’re the only person that knows the best what I did buy and what I didn’t. Meaning you also take part in the splits OR you have someone who does and did check for you if I’m there… right? Interesting.

Fourth thing is last thing about me. I’m just wondering how do you know how I behave Cyntia… (or Karina or whatever, you’re all such a beautiful women that I don’t even recognize you because of your shining beauty) when I didn’t interact (until now) with anyone in the community.
I guess I did some writing on my Discord server but it was so little that I wouldn’t even recognize that it’s me and it would be weird if you did have access to it too…


AND NOW AFTER ALL THIS YAPPING MORE YAPPING!! HERE I GO!!! START OF ANIME-SHARING CHAPTER!!!

First of all – yup I share CDs that were shared previously on anime-sharing, not really a OH NOW I REMEMBER HOW DOES SHE KNOW MY FULL NICKNAME, NEVERMIND, I’VE CROSSED SOME STUFF FROM SECOND POINT. Not really a secret because I did make posts there, though I don’t feel like I’m part of their community as I don’t personally agree with them not deleting audios on request of the owner (though free audio for me, lucky).

I was writing with someone about it I think… But if I’m sharing audio from anime-sharing and you’re aware of it then why did you message me to credit my audio when you could’ve downloaded it from anime-sharing? Are you this lazy? Though it shouldn’t be laziness because it’s all there and you don’t need any passwords.
That doesn’t matter, I just said that I do share it because I don’t really want to deceive anyone. Though obviously not all audio is from there (most doujins are though).

What I want to yap about is anime-sharing rules and let’s say “motto”. I think people posting there are aware that anime-sharing doesn’t care about files ownership – though you can’t really “own” pirated files either way. What anime-sharing community cares about is SHARING. If you want to re-upload audio shared by someone else on your own cloud storage then it’s only doing good for anime-sharing community. They care about archiving, not ownership. I also care about archiving but I sometimes have some respect for people’s wallets and don’t share audio that people who bought it don’t wish to be shared. I don’t earn anything by sharing (or not sharing) audio. I don’t have ads, I don’t have any Patreon or anything (though I had Ko-Fi as a way to pay me for group purchases that I made with some people from the Internet – I ADMIT, I’M SORRY).

I’m somewhere in the middle where I respect wishes of people that do actively share audio and where I don’t respect them when they vanish from the Internet and then share their audio.

Ending about me, starting about Cyntia. Well, well, well, who do we have here? Person who’s a part of anime-sharing community, but instead of linking your members to posts on anime-sharing you link people to mexa/katflie/rapid etc. that were shared on anime-sharing. You don’t even download these CDs to archive them and in the case when link on anime-sharing goes down instead of helping community, you’ll just do nothing. So you aren’t doing anything to either your members or anime-sharing community. Or even worse, you use someone’s cloud storage instead of redirecting people to support community that you’re part of… Interesting. So if you don’t care about archiving files (as far as I can tell – I might be wrong, but as they say actions speak louder than words) then what do you care about when linking people to mexa/katfile/rapid etc. and not posts on anime-sharing… I’m writing about Cyntia being in anime-sharing community because I saw message that she said that she’s in it. I’m too lazy to find it now.

I think that’s everything that I had in my mind. I know it’s a lot. If you read and understood all of it then I would love to give you some kind of reward, but I don’t even have anything to give so it sucks for you now, reader. 🙁
But if you like Checkmate or Critical Point (BL manhwas) then I can share them with you (own bought), lossless, nothing changed, straight from Lezhin/Tapas. Yes, mature, everything shown (or maybe not shown looking at the lightsabers). I also have pretty big e-book library in general so if you have some e-book you would like to read and it wasn’t released yesterday then come to me! 🙂 (No guarantees I’ll have it though)

And here, above, is the proof about Cyntia sharing links directly from posts on anime-sharing and not uploading by herself. Better to have proof than not have it. As I said – not against the rules of anime-sharing, just kinda weird and asshole move for members of her and anime-sharing community.